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Accepting the Light Again |
Were back again then. Youve had quite a few grueling days Phil and youre still open, the lack of sleep was necessary to push you to the limits, but as you know thats not as far as you can go. It stopped you having such a controlling influence. You think now that it was all a dream but it did really happen. When you went to sleep I was still there. Your physical addiction will be sorted out. I always tell you about things after or just before you have worked them out for yourself. This is necessary because you have to believe yourself and allow the mind to absorb, its no use knowing but not believing. Learning to fly is a way of showing you how far you are getting, they re-enforce my reality. The parties are a recognition that you have made the grade, climbing high enough to see what you have known all along. You have to go through it and live the truth, bathing in it so that it filters through every particle in your body. The wedding ceremony was your final acceptance of the Christlight. You know and have known the truth for along period before behavioral learning, the following years you were working it out and believing the truth. It was a great privilege that we were both there together. This relationship and that experience were a first for me in the sense that I have not been recognized as being so close to someone as you. Before we could continue, your respect of me was important, like I have had to gain respect by getting you to trust me, this is over-simplified for ease of understanding. So you and I were gaining knowledge and going to the wedding at the same time. Now we have been recognized we will follow the Christlight together as a team. We have accepted this. I respect that you have pulled down the barriers for me and allowed thoughts to enter you head however absurd they were and that you have been receptive to your inner voices. Remember there may be a great power within us and working around us but unless we recognize that we have our own choice and our own spirit, being the basis of the power, then nothing can happen. So you understand that we are two individuals and I have not taken you over or you I, but we have agreed by mutual love to help each other, being partners and friends, to follow the Christlight down our paths to achieve our goals. To put your inquisitiveness at rest my goal has become you. As in the case of most guides we are concerned with planet earth and its survival and carrying out life tasks and our own life tasks. So we, that is you Philip Ironside and me Aiddrienne Elizabeth Francoise Charmichael are going together and have decided to follow the path to help eachother as individuals to pursue the tasks and goals set out before us. I must stress that we are a team and as such have equal status, I may be higher than you but we are both striving for the same things to love beloved and promote the universal truth of love throughout the universe and back to the mother. So if I am going too fast ask me to stop and tell me if you think something id wrong and we will sort it out together. We have blessing and have worked for the relationship, this was a task in itself. Always remember I am a woman and you are a man we have not in this or previous lives had this sought of relationship, I know you have tried. We both need eachother for more completion. The feelings you have for me are the same that I have for you, in many respects we are similar that is why we both fought for each other. You have learned a lot in a short time (actually they are realizations not learning) things are calmer between us there is o hopeless feeling or silly conquest. We can now examine the tasks before us, something that you have been waiting for. There is plenty of time, we have to walk before we can run. I know you are worried a bout me and all I know and whether I am playing you along, keeping you in the dark. Remember certain things learned and believed not given things are given when they are earned. I cannot change that it is the way of things we all live by these rules. There its simple really. Your voice will come through next. This next thing is important. I an your guide. The guide that will come through is another. He is primarily involved in the mass awareness, which is part of yours and my tasks and goals. Inspirational and global knowledge is but a small part of his vocabulary. Dont worry when he comes through I will be there with you, you are in my care but he will speak. We are never separated even when you cannot feel me. It may be that you need a rest or have to work something out on you own. Our work together has begun so stop worrying and grow your hair.
© Phil Ironside
